Friday is getting close. I keep looking at the clock noticing how quickly time is going by. I'm a bit nervous, all the usual stuff. Will it hurt, will I get nauseated, will everything go well, will they get all the eggs, etc. Andrew and I had a nice talk this morning about how hard it is to trust the doctors but how you have no other choice. We talked about the feelings of having no control. I had some feelings about how we are going to far, but Andrew assured me we are not. We progressed to talking about our future child and how I will have to control the urge to tell a wayward teen that they have no appreciation for all we did to get them here. :)
I belong to a couple of groups on Fertility Friend. I am a member of a buddy group where we are all going through IVF at the same time. This morning it hit me that all this won't end well for one or more of the ladies. I wish we could all get our take home babies. Women who suffer infertility are some of the most caring ladies in the world. I am blessed to have people to walk the walk with me.
I will update as soon as I can tomorrow. Egg retrieval is at 8 am.
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you will be fine, your not going to far because you like Renee will be one great mom. No matter how far you've had to come to this road it will worth it when they lay that baby in your arms for sure you will know you did the right thing. I know your afraid cause I am to, you've had surgery before much worse and made it okay I know you will to, I just wish I was there with you. I feel for any woman that wants a baby and has to go this far to get one. Never give up as they say till the fat lady sings.
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